Rain

It does rain tonight after all. Quiet and unseen, hidden in incomprehensible sorrows, under the glow of the lamp. It tastes a bit salty. Mickey only lasts until Daddy's angry whispers drown it out. What are you thinking? It's too late to be playing! Mother's asleep. Go to the basement if you want... But he couldn't possibly understand how I feel. And he wonders why I push him away sometimes. I want to be left alone... ./hushedplay

./quietponder

./Trillianbeep ./heartleap :D ...I really miss you and would love to be able to go to sleep with you here... I miss you too, darling...more than you can imagine. T_T But I'll be strong for you. I'll smile for you, see? ^_^ even though I can't see anything through the tears, but right now I can only see you in my mind anyway...

It's been almost an hour since you went to bed. My shelter: the movement of my fingers, creating strings of pixelated words that echo my soul and color my colorless world, an eavestrough diverting the rainwater into the ground, nourishing the garden, our garden... keeps me going until tomorrow.

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
yeah, it's a different day,
tomorrow
...
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow... it may change

Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow