Kisses and Trillian

Inspiration. You inspire me. To write, to learn, to be. To smile. I couldn't stop smiling during dinner, thinking about videochats and phonecalls. Why are you looking at me? Stop looking at me! It's nothing, really...XD A flurry of shapes around the dinner table. Your aura! ./swoon ./highhopes But too soon, it was just me again, with just the yellow kitchen light hanging above me, quiet and forlorn. The digital second hand flicks away. It doesn't tick, it can't, it's not real, merely pixelflash, yet it brings me closer to you. Like Trillian. A veil, a wall, a barrier. ./screentouch I long for you...to hold and cherish you... ./closeeyes Today, it did not rain.

Duskstar lies happy and full today, but yet never quite satisfied, nor content for that matter. I love you. ./heartjump ./silence Duskstar blinks off. The refridgerator hums.

I remember talking to you about kisses. I wonder...what it would feel like...to kiss you... ./sunlightbliss First times are always short and sweet. Tender, gentle, no soulspark. But it plants a seed within us, one that can grow into a garden if we choose it. And we did. It grew and blossomed like never before. My soul answers your call like it has no other. Rainstorm tames the wildfire. How does one describe such ecstasy, such completeness, desire, magic? Soulspark.

./Trillianbeep Could it be...? ./heartleap :) Sigh... ./screentouch You tell me of your wondrous adventures-to-be. ./twingeache as I realize that I am not there to share it with you. I wish I could be lost in the wilderness with you...then you could catch grasshoppers for me and I could sing to you under the stars... I love you.

Mickey offers me some comfort as my fingers strum away...

24 hours...

...since I last saw you. Bittersweet. Maybe just a tad bit too formal. It was my best summer, too. ./kiss Goodbye...Don't, you'll ruin it...I try to smile ./glancebackwards You're still there...Can you see me? ./posterwave ./turn, flash. You're gone...

I fidgeted with Duskstar, trying to hide the tears. I miss you already...Maybe...if I look again...you'll come back... The doors welcomed me out into the heat and ocean breeze.

8:54pm My heart jumped at the sound of your voice. Slight concern. How are you? Happiness as you see Z. Enthusiastic and friendly. Happiness...I let you go...

1:05am Cool breeze as I try to sleep, with Duskstar right beside me, hoping, just maybe... ./turnover ./dreamimmerse

9:36am Sunlight. White clouds, but I can't see the sky. Duskstar lies silently.

Mmm, fruits. You would reach for those first, but after you finished the 包子. I turn on Mirrorlight. Smiling images. Ticklelaugh. Sunlit adoration. Soft music playing. 30% comfort, 70% nostalgia. Last night I had a dream. I knew it was a dream. I tried to fly...but my wings were gone. I can't describe this. I've never felt like this before. It seems like someone tried to wipe out my memory and failed, leaving me with ghost images of you. I can still feel you. Your bed is untouched. The clutter is still there downstairs. I whisper your name. ./teardrop

Was this how you felt? Was this how she felt? Hopelessly hopeful...waiting...anticipating...wishing...

5:14pm Garage door opens. ./backcrack Mother makes me laugh a little. ./teardrop I'm sorry, I can't help it. I promised you...Just today, and then tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet ^_^...My strength falters, but maybe just for today. Maybe tomorrow...

[Love] always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
    1 Corinthians 13:7

Rainstorm.Wildfire.

文克林，我爱你。我非常想你。。。希望我还在跟你在一起。我天天会等你的。。。两个月。。。

The Sunset

The Sunset
dedicated to .marshmallows

The sunlight was perfect, you said
washing over my face at just the right angle
Then you kissed me like you meant it
And I know that you meant it

Just a couple of minutes, you said
turned 28 magical hours filled with butterflies,
75% happiness, 75% sadness
100% perfect

You make me happy, you said
and when it was 1:11pm,
you closed your eyes
and made a wish

I wish I could lie forever with you
lost in a sea of green grass and playful clouds during the day
and at night, serenaded by quiet fireflies,
melting into your warm embrace

I will remember forever
kissing your sweet strawberry lips
sharing cinnamon yogurt-covered raisins
gazing into those blue eyes that tamed my fiery spirit

Songs fill the evening air
and I sing to you softly,
waiting patiently and faithfully
for the sun to rise again.