24 hours...

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...since I last saw you. Bittersweet. Maybe just a tad bit too formal. It was my best summer, too. ./kiss Goodbye...Don't, you'll ruin it...I try to smile ./glancebackwards You're still there...Can you see me? ./posterwave ./turn, flash. You're gone...

I fidgeted with
Duskstar, trying to hide the tears. I miss you already...Maybe...if I look again...you'll come back... The doors welcomed me out into the heat and ocean breeze.

8:54pm My heart jumped at the sound of your voice. Slight concern.
How are you? Happiness as you see Z. Enthusiastic and friendly. Happiness...I let you go...

1:05am Cool breeze as I try to sleep, with
Duskstar right beside me, hoping, just maybe... ./turnover ./dreamimmerse

9:36am Sunlight. White clouds, but I can't see the sky.
Duskstar lies silently.

Mmm, fruits. You would reach for those first, but after you finished the
包子. I turn on Mirrorlight. Smiling images. Ticklelaugh. Sunlit adoration. Soft music playing. 30% comfort, 70% nostalgia. Last night I had a dream. I knew it was a dream. I tried to fly...but my wings were gone. I can't describe this. I've never felt like this before. It seems like someone tried to wipe out my memory and failed, leaving me with ghost images of you. I can still feel you. Your bed is untouched. The clutter is still there downstairs. I whisper your name. ./teardrop

Was this how you felt? Was this how she felt? Hopelessly hopeful...waiting...anticipating...wishing...

5:14pm Garage door opens.
./backcrack Mother makes me laugh a little. ./teardrop I'm sorry, I can't help it. I promised you...Just today, and then tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet ^_^...My strength falters, but maybe just for today. Maybe tomorrow...

[Love] always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
    1 Corinthians 13:7


Rainstorm.Wildfire.

文克林,我爱你。我非常想你。。。希望我还在跟你在一起。我天天会等你的。。。两个月。。。

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