Kisses and Trillian

Inspiration. You inspire me. To write, to learn, to be. To smile. I couldn't stop smiling during dinner, thinking about videochats and phonecalls. Why are you looking at me? Stop looking at me! It's nothing, really...XD A flurry of shapes around the dinner table. Your aura! ./swoon ./highhopes But too soon, it was just me again, with just the yellow kitchen light hanging above me, quiet and forlorn. The digital second hand flicks away. It doesn't tick, it can't, it's not real, merely pixelflash, yet it brings me closer to you. Like Trillian. A veil, a wall, a barrier. ./screentouch I long for you...to hold and cherish you... ./closeeyes Today, it did not rain.

Duskstar lies happy and full today, but yet never quite satisfied, nor content for that matter. I love you. ./heartjump ./silence Duskstar blinks off. The refridgerator hums.

I remember talking to you about kisses. I wonder...what it would feel like...to kiss you... ./sunlightbliss First times are always short and sweet. Tender, gentle, no soulspark. But it plants a seed within us, one that can grow into a garden if we choose it. And we did. It grew and blossomed like never before. My soul answers your call like it has no other. Rainstorm tames the wildfire. How does one describe such ecstasy, such completeness, desire, magic? Soulspark.

./Trillianbeep Could it be...? ./heartleap :) Sigh... ./screentouch You tell me of your wondrous adventures-to-be. ./twingeache as I realize that I am not there to share it with you. I wish I could be lost in the wilderness with you...then you could catch grasshoppers for me and I could sing to you under the stars... I love you.

Mickey offers me some comfort as my fingers strum away...